at a loss. is prolly a word i would describe the state i am in now.
and if only this was all a dream.
i want desperately to escape reality.
cause it's turning my world upside down.
not gonna think about it.
cause worrying wont help. would it.
i guess i should just not care. i guess. it wouldnt solve anything,
not that anything can be solved.
i should just hang out with myself. and only myself. well. at least people don't get pissed.