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Wednesday, May 19, 2010 @ 9:51 AM
hello blog(:
things that have been happening this few days,
have been well, crazy.
so many stuff, and my brain can only take in so much.
now that i have experienced how busy life can get, it simply scares me.
and now that i have experienced how scary life can get, it's simply troubling.
life has been well a consistent sleeping at 1am everyday since week 8 started.
though there is homework ban, its just scary to think of homework coming
all at once during june holidays. even though i am happy for the homework ban,
but to think about it, it might just not-be-so-nice once everything comes back. gosh O:
and i think i am growing numb to getting back results,
it's like when i get back, i look at it, and i dont know why, but it doesnt really affect me.
its just stress i think, thinking about all the future commitments and whatnots to complete,
ah, life isnt going to be smooth-sailing.
if i thought term 2 was bad, term 3's gonna be worse.
and really its just bad to think about the future, when the present is just O:
another reason why this few weeks have been overwhelming, blogs.
shan't elaborate, but batchies you get what i mean.
this quote summarises it all up:
" Speak when you are angry, and you'll get the best speech you'll ever regret"
and the last reason why this few weeks have been overwhelming, feelings, relationships.
i don't know why, but human relationships have been troubling.
gah, it's just sad to see the state it is in now.
could have been worse,
but, i don't know, nothing seems to be helping.
but, we'll just see how it goes, right?
it's bettter than adding oil to the fire.
but one thing is certain,
we need to talk, soon, face to face.
cheersandloves,
..........xinhui.
The opposite of love is not hate, its apathy, it's feeling nothing.
Hate is at least something, it shows you have a heart even if it's cold and dark.
sometimes, even if someone hates you.
think positive,
be glad you matter so much, that they care enough to hate you.