hello blog!
yes, have been neglecting you.
but finally got the time to update. :D
if i were to plot a graph for my life right now,
it would be fluctuating, going up then down.

well, things won't go right everytime i guess, just gotta work harder for it.
could have done better, really, a lot better, but ahh wells, its over,
no point feeling sad over it, cause in the end, it'll still be the same.
might as well be glad that there is still a chance for me to work harder.
and feelings and thoughts have been up and down too.
for some funny reason, i think much more positive than i used to.
(which is a good thing) but it seems like i am too happy sometimes for my own good.
but to me everyday will be a better day than the previous day,
that i have always believed in.


and many sorry-s for being so darn blur everytime i do stuff that i am not familar with.
i know i can be a super blur sotong at times.
i bet someone is gonna say
"you aren't a blur sotong AT TIMES, its ALL THE TIME "
okay,to a certain extent, its true.

but many thanks to all  those that have been beside me all the time,
encouraging me, pushing me forward, during this feel kinda of hectic weeks.
it hasn't been easy, but you guys really helped a lot <3
especially yuemin ahh, the late night phone calls trying to test other, was funny and useful at the same time.
especially how we digress for nutrients to something else, XD XD
but ahh wells, they were fun(:
and i think it so ironic we always get almost the same marks for sciences XD
but cheer up also! really, if this time round it isnt that good, well lets work harder for the second one (:
and don't be pissed, and get more sleep!
sometimes its really 习惯就好!
i know everyone was pissed, but ahh wells, maybe she really did have something on!

i think today at com lab was simply nerve racking.
trying to race against the computer and printer that does not respond
nearly drove me crazy.
grateful and thankful that although we were late, she didnt scold us.
ahh yuemin we are very lucky :D
but lesson learnt:
"print everything at home, if not come to school you will get a heart attack"
almost did today,
but ahh wells, what done cannot be undone.

and a super random shoutout to everyone that pokes me:
I AM GETTING IMMUNE! MUAHAHHA.
okay so don't poke me anymore XD
but i know you guys will still poke me.. oh wells XD
(nudge eunice,audrey,shihui....)

okay i am sorry that this post is rather incoherent,
and there are bits and pieces,
but thanks to anyone who even reads until here,
you have been very patient(:
hmm, shall end here, till the next time ( hopefully soon)
-gosh suddenly realises i have to find 5 performances, yuemin~~-


cheersandloves,
-xinhui): (:-

  
It's not what people do to us that hurts. In the most fundamental sense,
it's our chosen response to what they do to us that hurts.