gosh.
i really shouldnt be updating the blog right now,
but i don't know, i just had the urge to.
haven't been sticking to the schedule i had for revision (as usual)
it's just. ah wells.
i guess its just bio is making my head go crazy. 

 it just feels bad to get hated i guess?
i don't know, but that's what i am feeling right now.
really sometimes i would rather everyone tell me how they feel.
and really, i don't really catch signals.
i'm sorry, but yes, am very slow at it.
-needs someone to rant to badly-
its as if. we don't care anymore. 
its as if, one day you woke up, and everything but you changes.
that feeling, just isnt so nice.
"Pooh?" asked Piglet,
"You have a lot of friends, don't you?"
"Yes," said Pooh"But only one Piglet."
i just don't want to be disappointed.
again.

cheersandloves,
xinhui.

when the going gets tough, the tough gets going.