hello blog!
i havent pack for OBS yet,  or rather i dont have all the stuff i need><
brillant.
ahh but tmr is already the last day of TERM 1
ohman, TIME IS LIKE WOOSH. it doesnt wait for no one. not for me at least.
its like so fast so fast, in like 3 days its like OBSOBSOBS.
someone tell me that i wont become chaoda when i come back , i need reassurance.
ahh shall be OPTIMISTIC.
at least theres still hope ( i hope)
yesyes, i believe that it will be fun yesyes ;D
hmm, aiyah shant think so much, it'll only make me more scared.

yes, and i cant wait for break.
yes, i know everything's piling up, but everything will be done..hopefully.
ahh talking about SIAS and homework only makes me stressed.
sec 3 life is stressful, but ahh wells, cheng xia qu bahhs....
it'll work out, somehow someway.

misunderstandings really stress me out.
this time i realise that misunderstandings occur only when the other party doesnt trust you.
and when they dont, it hurts a lot.
trust can be strong, but it can be just as weak.
sometimes i rather know the truth even if it hurts than feel insecure.
.if's like once you've been hurt, you're so scared to get attached again. like you have this fear that every person you start to like is going to break your heart.

It's the guilt, you know? It's like every time I look at her... I just... The guilt is like a punch in the gut. Everyday.