Sometimes, everything could be just seem to be so superficial,so fake.
hello blog! 
i like it whenever i update you!
i feel like i have to write stuff here so as to ease the burden on myself.
a channel of de-stressing.
ahhh am doing math, and it really really sucks when you dont know how to do math..):
i feel like such a failure, really.
ahh homework has been like piling up, and theres like physics quiz tmr, and everyone says its HARD.
so i'm very much ready to die.
yes, but ahh the talk with amelia today at ah you-know-where was really good.
finally found a place to say everything that has been on my mind for very very long.
yes, and it really is like, it feels so much better after everything is said out, clear and nice.
and i am not one to like to keep to myself,
but due to certain circumstances, one must do so.
ahh amelia, you are my talking buddy:D
and i realise that we are in really similar situations, that just cannot seem to be solved.
but dont worry, i promise to be here if you ever need me, anytime(:
ahh yes, life isnt exactly the way i pictured it to be at first,
but i believe in miracles, and that tomorrow will be a better day.
even if it doesnt, at least i hoped.
whatever that's making you sad/worried/angry/pissed off, cheer up anyway(:

cheersandloves,
ahhihavemathtodo, xinhui!

"what are you waiting for?"
"i don't know, something amazing i guess."
[the incredibles]