hello blog!

i guess i finally found time to change my blogskin :D
and its pretty and simple, just right for me.
and yay to the my other twin(: hahas :D
-just realised i have this fetish for twin stuff, i have triplets pencil box, twin many other stuff:D:
:D :D :D

ahh yes, about this certain someone.,
i really think that you should think before you say, i guess.
and i really think that not all adults are right.
even my mum agreed that she really has gone a little off, and is really really rude.
but for me, i kind of pity her,
having resentment 24/7 in your heart, will only make you suffer, not anyone else
but yes, i think the words you use are far too harsh.
even if it menat whatever you were thinking.
but yes, i still have my respect for you as an elder,
but do you have any for someone whose your elder?
sometimes, i really really wonder.
 -ah enough of this weird stuff, cousins i think this is rather understandable-

and i realise, that i am one who needs someone to talk to 24/7.
(except for maybe lessons)
yes, and sometimes it just makes me feel so awkward,
when theres someone, but then they are just not talking..
its just so.. weird i guess
but i guess there are periods when you just am so tired of talking >.<
yeah, and it doesnt take too much for me to be weird-ed out.
-enough of this being weirded out stuff already, its so weird-

oh yes, and sometimes i really wonder if people are really listening when i am saying something.
i cant be actually saying the wrong thing twice right, at least i hope not.
ahh but once bitten, twice shy. it really makes me wonder sometimes.
i'm sorry for feeling this way, but i just cant help but think.
 

cheersandloves,
i'msorryforfeelingthiway xinhui

nothing that's worthwhile is ever easy. remember that.
[nicholas sparks]
  
it has become so awkward that sometimes i dont even know how to approach you.