HELLO BLOGGER.
THANKS A LOT FOR CREATING LOTSA PROB FOR ME (:
THANKS A LOT FOR ALWAYS LOADING PICTURES SO SLOWLY.
AND LASTLY, THANKS FOR ALWAYS HANGING UP HALFWAY(:
i really cant say out how appreciative i am of blogger.
ah have this temptation to change, anyone, just one person,
encourages me to change, i really think i will..
hmm xanga's too complicated,
i'll probably use LJ, but then i kinda of "hate" it too..
sorry for any LJ USERS OUT THERE..

amm feeling really reflective right now.):
just went blog-hopping, and read many many I MEAN MANY emo posts:/
i mean like really.
and its kinda of sad.
i guess i am a pretty emotional person,
and when i read, tears almost came out.
ahh, okay shant talk abt this anymore, but really, CHEER UP DA JIA(:

still rmb that day b4 crabflower, i totally just kinda of broke down ,
i guess i must have shocked you guys,
but that time,
i was really tired. truly.
so yah...

and yes, jiachee,
if i made you worried or anything,
uh yah sorrie for just daoing you that day,
i was just tired.
and havent been in the best of moods this few days.

okays, today went back to rulang,
then left for sakura<3
with TING, AND HAZEL!
ahh then went to bugis, too neoprint, and then kino, then went home!
i admit i was quite malu on the MRT:/


and when i was on the way home,
i was way tired.
didnt know what came over me,
just felt like slumping down on the bed,
and this is really the first time i have been this tired
i really couldnnt take it and i just wanted to close my eyes.
that moment, that second and not wake up till like...
and i couldnt even see my mum even thought she was in front of me,
i was in a total daze
could have just fainted. ><
and really, have been so darn tired,
and mum keeps scolding me, for staying up late even though i am damm tired.
she sees that i'm tired too!
true,but then sometimes, things just dont go the way they are supposed to
feeling very depressed, and the tired-ness aint helping..:/
ahh just feel like giving up and not study and not do hw,
and just enjoy life(:
but still i gonna face REALITY.
life isnt that nice,
it doesnt land you in a bed of roses,
it lands you in a bed of roses with thorns.
(at this point, has no idea what i am typing, my hands are typing by itself:/)

whenever i wanted to give up,
i remembered why i held on for so long.
but this time round,
i'm not so sure, if i'll be able to hold on,
but i know,
even if it kills me, i'm still gonna smile
for laughter was what kept me going.

cheersandloves,
xinhui.

when you're too tired to do anything,
best thing to do is sleep.
it helps, really.